I am glad i got to 'meet' my relatives even if its only through the net!!!

But papa sometimes misunderstood this... ngisog sija sa ako... (sad)...

Pa, it doesn't mean that i don't prioritize our personal blogspot... coz it will always be our 'SPOT'... it's our own... its our family diary... there will come a time that this will be gan-gan and ella's, diary too and i am looking forward to that (GOD willing)

...it's just that i have to check the ebuna group site, too from time to time coz i am the group's owner and moderator and i have certain tasks to do to make the group interactive.... i got to meet them only in the web....

Hope you understand....

Pa, why not create also for the matias or penarandas? iba an feeling pa... patudlo kaw sa ako?

hehehe

mama

PRAISE THE LORD!!!

after the laughter-filled week in celebration of baby ella's birthday...

after a lonely and busy week when papa was in zamboanga city...

after very tiring and tension-filled week, when my kids were hospitalized...

i am now at ease...

..........................We found it hard to let kuya gan to take his medicines.... he's has this phobia to medicines that he won't take anything nalang - food, juices, etc. - for he's afraid that mama has mixed some drugs on it!!! (he got the phobia from his yaya). Anxious, papa and i will forced him to take it - holding both his hands and legs. But he's this 'skill' of vomitting out what he's taken if he want to.... his fever and cough reached five days without getting any better, that's why we decided to bring him to Miranda Family Hospital (11-15). Leaving Ella (who just caught the flu) with the yayas in the house, anyway our little girl will take anything (medicine) with gusto unlike his kuya...

Only to found out when I got home that night Ella will no longer take her medicine... I was so furious that night coz i know the yaya "tingal" her to take the medicine again to have that "fear" like his kuya gan-gan... I was so angry that I shouted bad words... On the next night, Ella's fever and cough worsen that she's difficulty breathing and sleeping.... I can't sleep that night and i decided to bring Ella to hospital early in the next morning.... (11-17)

So, Tuesday November 17, I have two kids side by side in the hospital beds.... I don't know what to do... I pity my kids, I don't know where to get the money to pay the hospital bills.... I just offer it to GOD.... and thanks God it's over now...

My kids are OK now, they've continue the medications at home... We're buried into debts.... but seeing my kids ok is enough for me.... No money can buy seeing baby ella sleeping peacefully through the night... kuya gan-gan with his usual active antics.... All i can say is PRAISE GOD!!!

We thank GOD for everything, for making us through the trials we have encountered... for providing us the peace and loving care of our loveones...for everything....

Yes, problems are still there sormounting us... But I know deep in my heart, that we can overcome it whatever problem that awaits us... with my kids... with my GG.. I know... there's a pot of gold at the end of the raindbow... there's sunshine at the end of every storm...

WE WILL OFFER IT ALL TO YOU LORD!!!!

Mama

im totally lost today!

my kids are sick!

money is difficult....

all workstations in the office doesn't seem to work well...

im alone in the edp....

so help me GOD!!!

It's a Monday!

I'm going to the office today without Papa. He's in Zamboaga City for a weeklong training on computer programming. Papa has been looking forward for this kind of training and Ola! it will be held on his birthplace pa! Swerte ng papa ko no? Sakay pa ng airplane!!!

Pero sorry pa, for a not so nice departure, hope you understand my end...
Pa just enjoy and optimize your stay there....

Just always remember your little angels and your guardian angel here...

mama






p.s.

I don't like the half blood prince!!!!! i don't like the way it end...

Happy Birthday Baby Ella!

Strutting and balancing her way from here and there... Ella walks confidently to where ever she wants to (within the bounds of our small living room). Murmuring Papa and Mama, Tik (ducks) & making a 1 sign, she's now ready for her first birthday!

Novemebr3, 2005. A special day for our lil Ella, for Papa, Mama and kuya gan-gan.

We love you baby!

Papa